What time is it?

Its been so long since I wrote here. I am sure I didnt not disapoint my fans... how can you when you don't have any? A little bit has happen to me... but mostly its the same. I found a new girl friend. I am still living with my parents and feeling like a complete loser. I am trying to write... trying is the word.

My faith in the justice system

http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20060112/ap_on_re_us/execution_dna

I am and have always been for the death penalty.

Coleman, murder is forever and you are burning in hell. You were never innocent and even in hell, you will get no fame for killing that girl. She was only 19 years old and you ended her life way too short. The only unjust thing I see is that you should have been raped and then stabbed to death, just like Wanda.

And to the Gov. Warner, are you happy now? I am sure you are not... if that was your sister, wife, or daughter, I am sure things would be different.

To the victums of this whole thing, I hope that this brings closure to your nightmare. But the true innocent is and always was Wanda McCoy. (R.I.P)

Quite night far from the city lights

Last Saturday night I went on a great date. I really liked the girl and that scares me. It scares me because I fear she won't ever want to see me again. In the morning I am going to work... doing hard labor. I am more lonely then ever and I hate where I am. A dream I had the other night was a little too much for me. I was in water trying to drown myself. There was so much peace as the water entered my lungs. I do not want to end my life, so why is it that the dream had so much to offer? I don't believe in myself enough... i lose faith and hope everyday only to gain it when it is too late.

Lonely once again

I have nobody to call today and nobody will call me. I am depressed but not as low as I could be. I am trying to stay busy and will soon be happy. Happy, whatever that means.

Funny party

I found this clip and thought it was so funny.

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A Child's War

I created this because I was bored. Damn I need a life.



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The plight of writing, drinking, and living with your parents

Due to my unfortunate circumstances in the past 6 months, I am staying at my parents home in the country. I have never lived this far from the city and its an adjustment that takes a long time. At first I can't take my mind off of the choices I recently made, but I feel I have to overcome this situation at a record pace. I have been single for the past 4 months, and I have a feeling it will be that way for a short while. The anticapation of meeting someone soon, excites me. I have been drinking - which means that I have beed drinking by myself. This is not a good sign, therefore I will stay away from the glass for a while. I dont have a job and soon i will walk out to find one. I don't know what to do with my life. Maybe I will take a plane to europe and see the sights. Backpack though Frances country side, stopping at winerys and making the locals laugh at my English. What would it take for me to stop by a small town in the midwest, seeking the things I lack here in California? It might be hard to find something I lack when I am not sure what it is that I lack.