The leaves fall from the east and the rain seize everything around me

There is no doubt that everything in my life is because of me. I was never the same after she left me. Those words that will never escape me, become too much, too late. I can sense it now; I can foresee all that is evil in this world. This talent only makes me want to retreat to my room forever. I hope someday some one will find the peace of my retreat and will want to spend there life with me.